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April 21st, 2007 (08:12 pm)

current mood: enthralled...

(...with Brad!)
Today, got up early with Brad, instead of doing our 30 minute meditation first thing, we both sat in chairs next to and facing the east windows where we spent a good couple hours just peering out the window... at the trees and sky, feeding peanuts to the blue jay who is a regular visitor now, watching the chickadees and hummingbirds come to the feeder, talking, sipping tea, and sitting in silence, ah, I am so grateful for this!

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December 20th, 2006 (10:01 am)

current mood: melancholy

12 20 06
This morning I dreamt I went to Mike’s memorial
party. I was with __? “that’s Mike” I said, pointing towards Mike who was sitting at a table talking to someone, he looked at me.

Maybe this means as people gather to
remember him that Mike will be brought
to life for one more night. Maybe some benevolent guides who
seek to reassure me are saying “see, death is an illusion, you just change
forms”. All I know is, if there is any justice or kindness in this
Universe of ours, in any Gods that may exist, they will look at Mike and see he did the best he could, he struggled…a lot I think, but despite all his pain and struggling he had this huge light in him, the light was beautiful and
hopefully it’s still out there somewhere illuminating the darkness.

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November 15th, 2006 (11:21 pm)

current mood: jubilant


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October 27th, 2006 (11:07 pm)

current mood: opaque

Have you ever seen or heard a ghost? If so, please share!

Several years ago I lived in an old turn of the century building, late one night, I heard what I thought was the sound of liquid pouring onto the floor - I thought it was my cat Walter peeing on the carpet. I got up and turned the light on and he was fast asleep in my bed, the sound came from the middle of the room. It happened a couple more times, once in broad daylight, I had a witness, my boyfriend at the time heard it and we both determined the sound to be right in the same spot - the middle of the room - sounding like water (or maybe blood???!!!!) being poured onto the carpet, there was nothing visible.

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swimming dream

October 19th, 2006 (11:44 pm)

current mood: impressed

I dreamed I was swimming and then Walter was swimming with me with his mouth wide open - we were having fun.

Walter was a siamese cat I had for 17 years, he died about 11 years ago but periodically visits me in my dreams - always trying to teach me something I think - this time maybe navigating emotions (water). While alive Walter did not like water - I'm glad he does now.

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October 18th, 2006 (05:27 am)

current mood: contemplative

my friend Jody emailed this today:

I think over again my small adventures,
my fears,
those small ones that seemed so big,
for all the vital things
I had to get to, and to reach.
And yet, there is only one great thing.
The only thing.
To live to see the great day that dawns,
and the light that fills the world.

-- Uvavnuk Song

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It's cold in here.

October 11th, 2006 (05:08 am)

current mood: cold

No heat in my car. No heat in my apartment..aarggheeeeeh....I just had to write this 'cause the emodicon is so darn cute, check it out, his eyeballs are jiggling!

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October 11th, 2006 (04:31 am)

current mood: bouncy

today was a good day, despite my detox funkification (tired of my detox recipes and ready for peanut butter and chocolate. sigh). My boss came to my desk saying "you are going to kill me". I said "that doesn't sound good". Then she said she'd been cleaning out her desk and found a check for me. It was from June, I say no problem because I was not expecting a check (for 100). She said she did not know what it's for...anniversary? no, 10 yr was last year....??June?? Well, she said here ya go and congratulations and thanks for whatever it was! This is good, may i remain in the stream of abundance. Hehheh.

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September 17th, 2006 (05:06 pm)

current mood: thankful

I'm grateful for all the wonderful friends and family in my life!!!blessings to you all.

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waiting for inspiration

August 24th, 2006 (09:38 pm)

current mood: hopeful

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